Hi it's Mama

Hi sweetheart I love you and miss you so much it hurts. I was sad and weepy today thinking again about not having a picture taken together with you grown and that is just one of the many regrets I'm struggling with. I am sick with heartache and emptiness. I hate waking up and thinking about having to get through yet another day without seeing your smiling face or hearing your voice. I will continue to pray for strength one day at a time. I love you my precious son. (((HUGS))) xoxoxoxox

Love, Mama