I love you and miss you my sweet and beautiful son. If I could I would call you to see how you are and just hearing your voice again would be so wonderful. I know that you're certainly in a better place than we are and your no longer feeling any pain because you're with Jesus now. It is comforting to know but missing you everyday is still so hard to deal with. It's such a shame that we take so much for granted here in this world, for instance like we think the people we love will be with us forever. Losing you has certainly brought new meaning to the here today gone tomorrow theory, and since life is so short here we should seize every possible opportunity to spend time with and cherish the ones we love. We all get so busy with our daily lives that we forget how precious time is. I know how you loved spending time with all of us and I sure wish we would have done it more often. I'm reading a new book titled The Seven T's by Judy Collins. It is a book about hope and healing. I'm praying it helps give me some much needed healing because the sooner I find some purpose through all this pain the better. I thank you Lord for giving me hope even during the dark times in my life. I pray you'll continue to guide me in the direction I should go as I trust in your healing power. I love you Lord and I am thankful for everything you've done for me and all you have blessed me with. Please watch over all of my family and friends and be with those who are hurting. I love you Chris and I will always cherish the times we did spend together. Your memory will live on in my heart forever and always. night night my sweet son I'll talk to you more tomorrow. (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Love, Mama
Love, Mama