Hi Honey I love you and miss you so much. I've been listening to some videos on how other mothers are coping with losing their children. Looking for anything that might help me get through. I'm doing pretty much the same thing as they are reading, praying and trusting God to get me through each new day and continue to give me the strength to carry out the necessary daily tasks that just don't seem as important as they used to. I find myself praying for the desire to do anything except what I naturally want to do, which is look at photos of you and add more when I get them and doing more with your tribute website. I need to return the tool you borrowed from Gary sometime and talk to him he says he has some photos of you too and I certainly want to see as many of you as possible. I am praying that God will show me my new purpose in life weather it be telling your story or helping to comfort others who have lost children. I definitely will want to eventually find things to do that will help people who are going through the pain and agony of losing a child. I have faith that God will guide me in this direction, knowing that I can't be idle and I do need something important and significant to focus on. I feel that you would also want me to help others who are hurting, especially since you were hurting yourself for so long. I thank God for loaning you to me for almost 26 years and blessing us with some special memories. I pray that God will keep our family and friends safe and be with those who are hurting. I love you Lord. Amen I will talk to you again tomorrow honey. I love you and miss you everyday. night night (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mama
Love, Mama