Hi honey I love you and miss you more than anything. I recognize that it is my faith in God that is carrying me through each new day. I am learning that loss is part of Gods plan for us, as hard as it is to understand how this can be so. Possibly through it all we are being transformed into more loving and compassionate people who are better equipped to serve God. If this is the case then it at least makes more sense to me. It is the deepest most difficult pain I've ever experienced and I am trusting in God to show me his purpose because there certainly has to be one. Everything is somehow working together toward a much bigger plan in which we can only imagine, because here in this world we we'll never be able to comprehend it. There is a reason for everything under heaven. I believe that when we get to heaven Gods finished plan will be revealed and everything will make perfect sense. I have always been one who has to find a logical explanation for everything and since I can't find any logic in why you had to leave us so soon, I have to trust that God has his reasons for why things happen the way they do. I also believe that his reasons will one day be made perfectly clear to us. If this weren't true then what is it all for, this life anyhow? I will never ever believe that our journey through this life is for nothing that makes no sense at all. Thank you Lord for your continued strength for which I am truly grateful. I will continue to trust in you and be patient while you reveal my purpose. I love you Lord please watch over my family and friends tonight and keep them all safe. I love you my sweet loving son and I'll talk to you again tomorrow. night night (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Love Always, Mama
Love Always, Mama