I love you and miss you everyday sweetie. I finished the slideshow and put it on your family page I know how you love pretty things so I'm sure you'd really like it. I think it turned out nice once I edited it over and over because the song kept skipping after it was finished. I started another book about a family who lost their only son in a accident at seventeen. It helps me to keep reading, although it's hard to read about how other people have to experience and endure the same kind of pain. I guess even though it's hard to hear their story the main thing to take away from it is how their coping with it. I'm certainly trying to figure out what my purpose is through all of this grief and sadness. I think it is good to hear that eventually at some point life will get easier to live. I certainly know that things will never be the same without you here with us. I know that I still have much to be thankful for but with the holidays just around the corner I'm saddened by the fact that your not here with us and it's going to be very hard. This book is called The First Year of Forever and it's such a harsh reality. We all miss you so much and forever is such a long time. I will say this though it seems like only yesterday I was holding you in my arms, the time went by so quickly just like Kenny Chesney sings Don't Blink. It's so true I watch the slide shows of you and the longest one is about 30 minutes and it feels like that's all the time we had for real where did the time go? I miss you more than words can say and I can't help but wish I could turn back time. Dear Lord I'm thankful for the many blessings you've bestowed upon me. I will continue to trust in you as you show me how to live again and be useful once again to those who love me. Please watch over my family and friends and be with those who are hurting. I love you Lord Amen Oh Chris life was hard before but it is so much harder now without you here. I love you and miss you so much honey. I will be back tomorrow. night night sunshine (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mama
Love, Mama