I love you honey and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss you like crazy. Today was another busy day for Harriet Carter at work and I imagine it will be up until Christmas. I was at Steph & Mike's earlier waiting for Katie to get done at her youth group. They are doing such a great job with Jazmyn, her bedroom is fixed up so cute with the princess theme and she is happy and content. Steph took her to her swim lesson earlier and she told me all about it and her eyes lit up she just loves it. I can picture you looking down on them with your smile of approval. I'm jumping from one book to another this one is called Living after losing a child. It's about nine mother's who have grieved the loss of a child. It is helping me realize that I'm not alone in all the different feelings I feel. It talks about how important it is to talk to other mothers who have lost children, and I instinctively felt the need to do so . I have talked to Aunt Jennie and she helped me realize that all the numerous emotions are natural. It's like you think you've made some progress in this grieving journey one day, and then the next day may feel like the day after again. It's like taking one step forward and two steps backward. Dear Lord help me to focus on reading the most beneficial books. I will continue to trust in you to guide my life in the right direction according to your plan. Please watch over my family and friends and keep them all safe, and be with those who are hurting. I love you Lord Amen Chris I love you and I will miss you everyday of my life until the day I see you again. I'll talk to you again tomorrow. night night (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love always, Mama
Love always, Mama