Hi Sweetheart

I love you and miss you so very much every single day. I didn't sleep too good last night I kept waking up thinking of you and all of the events leading up yo your death. I am trying to just let it go knowing that there is nothing that can change anything. I know that you would want me to be at peace just as you are now and to just let go of the pain that this causes, but it is easier said than done. I am still praying that each day God will continue to give me the strength I need to endure each new day, through my constant faith and hope I have in him and not to let me lose sight of his much larger plan, which is beyond my understanding and someday he will reveal it to me and then it will be clearly understood and make perfect sense. Dear God please watch over our family and friends and keep them all safe. I love you and I will forever praise your holy name Amen I love you Chris my sweet son night night xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo

Love always and forever, Mama