Hi honey I love you and miss you so very much. I have been reading more and God says:"There shall be no more sorrow" Philippians 3:19, 20 says We are not to set our minds on earthly things for our citizenship is in heaven, from which we also eagerly wait for the Savior, The Lord Jesus Christ. Heaven is our journeys end our life's goal. Our purpose for going on. A misconception people have in dealing with life's troubles is that it's wrong to ask why---that a christian simply accepts and never questions. Abraham, Moses and David all interceded and struggled to understand God. But the lives of these men model for us a total reliance on God, even in the midst of questioning. God never turns his back on those who ask honest questions. Perhaps God doesn't always give us the answers to the whys of our existence, because he knows we haven't got the capacity to understand the answer. Dear Lord I know it's not wrong to ask why, but maybe it would be better to ask you what I can do in hopes that I might begin to understand what it is I'm to learn from this. I am totally reliant on you to show me what I can do in the coming days, weeks and months in order to live again and be purposeful to you and others. I love you and I pray you'll watch over my family & friends and keep them all safe. Amen I love you my sweet son night night (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mama
Love, Mama