I love you and I miss you so very much. Our lives are not the same without you here my sweet son It's like we all have to learn to live again without you and it's so extremely difficult. We are missing our beloved Christopher and your leaving has changed our lives forever. I know we'll all be together again one day and just knowing that does give us peace and comfort. I have been feeling a lot of guilt like I should of done this or I should of done that and I wish I would of said this or I wish I would of said that. I guess these feelings are normal but knowing that doesn't make it any easier to deal with. I know I need stop torturing myself before I go crazy. 1 Peter 5:7 says Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Dear, God I surrender to you every inch and fiber of my being and everything I hold dear in my life. I recognize that all I am and all I have you have given me. I trust in you to give me strength to make the most of each new day and show me the purpose you have for my life. Please watch over my family & friends and comfort those who are hurting. I love you Lord Amen Chris you are in our hearts now and forever we love you and miss you sweetheart. night night (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mama
Love, Mama