I love you and miss you my sweet precious son. What I wouldn't give to have you back with us again less the pain and suffering. I know my life has changed forever and it's still so hard to believe and accept that I'm never going to hear your voice or see your smile or hug you and talk to you again here in this world. I have an emptiness in my heart that will always be there and missing you is so very hard. I am so thankful for our memories. I'll never forget how you would admire your handy work like when you put my new faucet in and ran the tv cable into the kitchen for me you were almost as proud of yourself as I was of you. I'll also never forget how you, Tony and Mike packed everything so meticulously when I moved so that my furniture wouldn't get damaged. Then how you stayed and helped me arrange everything and set everything up after the move even though we were all so exhausted. You always had so much energy and were always so eager to help me out. Remember when we went to test drive cars we had a lot of fun laughing and joking around. I still need to find a car so I will be out test driving again in the spring and I will miss you and wish you could be with me when I do. I love you and I will always be grateful for the time we spent together my sweet son. I wanted to tell you that Jazmyn had her first swimming lesson at the Y tonight at first she was a bit overwhelmed by the huge pool, but by the end of the session she was loving it and is anxious to go back next week. I need to be getting to bed now. Thank you Lord for loving me and blessing me with beautiful children and grandchildren to love and to cherish. Please watch over all of my family and friends tonight and keep them all safe, and be with those who are hurting. I love you Lord. Amen I am going to call it a night sweetheart I love you so much and I'll talk to you again tomorrow. night night (((hugs))) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mama
Love, Mama